This is me as a 6 year old. This is when I started to take on limiting beliefs of "not being good enough", "I must suffer", a "fear of being seen" and "I am a failure".
It all started when Dad had a car accident and was badly injured. I was meant to go to work with him that day, but he said to come another day. If I had have gone with him, I would have died that day.
It is amazing how powerful we are and how powerful the subconscious mind is. As a 6 year old I knew. I knew that I could have died. For so long I have felt guilty for being alive, had survivor guilt, ashamed I could not have prevented my Dad from having the accident and prevented him from having the health issues that have transpired ever since.
This dear 6 year old became a nurse to others, parent to others and a hero child with a fear of failure. She felt she had failed Dad and only ever wanted to make him happy. She put everyone else ahead of herself and forgot to have fun. She chose to see how she could always improve and forgot to see that she is amazing, full of life, that life is meant to be fun and she deserves everything her heart and soul desires.
Today I want to acknowledge this divine soul. She is amazing, so strong, so powerful and taught me what true love is. She is a success and if it wasn't for her I would not be the person I am today.
Thank you my dearest inner child. I love you so much and are forever grateful that you took on all those beliefs, roles and emotions. You have taught me how to find true love and joy from within and I am so proud of you.
You are making such a difference in the lives of others. Teaching them to have fun too and that life is meant to be full of adventure and that your greatest challenges are your greatest gifts.
I would do it all again in a heart beat to walk the yellow brick road. We found a new brain, a new heart and the courage to keep going and never give up.
We also found what we were always looking for. Dad doesn't need to be proud of us he always was. I just needed to be proud of you and today I declare that to the world.
You are such a gift to me and I am so excited for our new journey together. Lets keep clicking our heels as we are home and home we will stay. With love in our hearts, joy in our smile and the freedom to fly beyond the stars. You don't need to go to heaven, you are heaven and now that we are together, heaven is on earth. 💞💞🙏🙏👠👠